A Real Boy: How Autism Shattered our Lives & Made a Family from the Pieces by Christopher Stevens & Nicola Stevens, e-Book 2011 Edition; Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker+
 
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7%       The question everyone asks is, ‘When did you first know?’ We usually say that we knew something was badly wrong before David was two years old.

8%       When David wasn’t howling, he was adorable. The first time we dared face the idea that there might be something wrong with him – something trivial, something easily righted – he was sixteen months old.

The whole street was painfully aware that David had suffered a series of ear infections. The screams that signaled physical pain were even more piercing, even more relentless, than his usual howls of protest at the injustice of existence.

What Color is Monday?  How Autism Changed One Family for the Better by Carrie Cariello, eBook 2015; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker
 
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< My Thoughts >     When you read Carrie’s book, “What Color is Monday?” you will not only learn the colors of the week (per Jack), but you will find the most beautiful and poignant letters written for her children to cherish on their birthdays. Joyful and uplifting, starting with a Note to Someone Out There New to Autism –
 
4%       I will write her a letter telling her to relax, not to worry, that it’s all going to work out.  As I picked up my pen… I realized she probably wasn’t too interest in what I had to say.
 
But, I did think about what I wished someone had told me when Jack was first diagnosed, what I would have liked to have known.
 
So instead, I decided to write a letter to myself, dated the day two-year-old Jack was diagnosed. It’s been a long journey.

Autism by Hand by Lorca Damon, eBook 2011 Edition; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker

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1%   It wasn’t until a different doctor voiced his concerns that I really began to wonder.
 
Over the next several months we saw professional after specialist after expert until finally we were given a final diagnosis: Carrie was somewhere on the autism spectrum and none of the specialists we saw seemed to think she was anywhere close to the high-functioning end of the arc.
 
Like most parents in my situation, I dove in head first in trying to find out everything I could about autism and how it was going to affect my child.

Autism: Why I Love Kids with Autism by Doris Duan-Young, eBook 2014; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker

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13%     When my son Norden was four years old he began to exhibit some concerning behaviors. I was worried. Even with all my experience I went through all the stages of uncertainty, denial, and worry that I had seen other mothers go through.
 
Norden’s situation wasn’t extreme, but it was concerning.
 
My entire professional life has been immersed in learning how to help kids, and how to help their parents. That’s what “behavior analysts” do. At the simplest level we analyze behavior and create a plan to create new behaviors. At the deepest level we become part of the family.

​He’s Not Autistic, But…How We Pulled Our Son from the Mouth of the Abyss by Tenna Merchent, eBooks 2007; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker
 
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52%     I didn’t want Clay to be diagnosed with autism, even if it was just Asperger’s.
 
I didn’t want him going through his whole life with that label, and the burden of being required to tell teachers, counselors, and anyone else who might care for him.
 
52%     I was afraid it would influence their expectations of him and his behavior, and become a self-fulfilling prophecy. At this point in time I had taken Clay to anyone I thought might be able to help.

• Two pediatricians
• Osteopath
• Homeopath
• Ear, nose, and throat specialist (ENT)
• Allergist
• Naturopath
• Emotional healer
• Herbalist
• Speech therapist
• Occupational therapist
• Immune disorder specialist

The osteopath and herbalist were the only two who seemed to be helping. All the others said they could help, but we didn’t see any results.
 
With the strict allergy diet, and removal of incoming aluminum, Clay’s head-banging and toe-walking had almost stopped, but he still wasn’t speaking. He was cranky, sickly, and not sleeping well.

​Twirling Naked in the Streets and No One Noticed: Growing Up with Autism by Jeannie Davide-Rivera, eBooks 2013 Edition; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker
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4%     They missed it; they missed me.  I am a survivor; an autism survivor.
 
< My Thoughts >       “They missed it; they missed me.”
 
On the Autism Speaks website they explain that…  “…until a child or adult begins to have serious difficulties in school, the workplace, or their lives,” they will probably go undiagnosed.  There may be other diagnoses such as anxiety issues, hyperactivity or other ‘behavioral issues,’ which will bring them to the attention of teachers and coworkers.
 
4%   I’ve heard people say that they didn’t see many autistic children when they were growing up, but I am here to tell you that we indeed were in your midst

Making Peace with Autism: One Family’s Story of Struggle, Discovery & Unexpected Gifts, by Susan Senator, eBook  2006; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker

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7%       Nat was a beautiful baby, with tufts of white blond hair and violet eyes. But almost immediately, there was the rumble of distant thunder.

10%     “Nat should be able to do more.” Silence (from my husband). And then “Well, he can’t he’s his own person, that’s all. Don’t compare him to (his cousin) Quinn.” “I can’t help it. It doesn’t seem right. He can’t play.” “He can play! He just did!”  The tension between us grew.

12%     Overlooking his eccentricities, we began to feel confident that he was actually gifted. A tiny seedling of hope unfurled within me.
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13%     To me, it was like a bad dream. Our sunny, silent, compliant little boy was changing into a stormy, loud, difficult child.
 
My friend Merle said, “I think you need to take him to your pediatrician and talk to her about this.” “I’ve tried to talk to her!” I said to Merle. “She doesn’t think there’s anything wrong!” Merle shrugged.

Secondhand Autism by Paul Brodie, eBook 2013; with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker

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15%     Autism in my family – Scott was just about 3 years old when my parents first took him to a doctor with questions about his development.  He was on track for the standard age-graded stages of development – crawling, walking, and talking, etc. – until he seemed to regress, starting between 18 and 24 months.  Scott is the fourth of my parents’ six children: Laura, me (Paul), John, Scott, Alison, and Shannon.  Alison was born around the time when Scott’s abnormal behavior started making my parents worry.
 
23%     Scott could not be autistic on his own. Our family has all been autistic with him. Initially Scott’s change in development was thought to be a reaction to my sister Alison’s birth.
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77%     Paul (Me, 31 years)  I was six and a half when Scott was born, which made me nine when he was diagnosed with PDD-NOS. I remember getting picked up from elementary school by my dad one afternoon. He told us about Scott’s diagnosis.  That is all I recall from the moment, just a few frames in my mind. I don’t know if that was for the PDD-NOS diagnosis or for autism two years later.

​Seeing Ezra: A Mother’s Story of Autism, Unconditional Love, & the Meaning of Normal, by Kerry Cohen, eBook 2011; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker

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5%       When Ezra is almost two years old, he still isn’t consistent with sign language and he has no words, so I think about pursuing outside opinions. I call Early Intervention first, a state program that is mandated by federal law.

“What sorts of things are you concerned about?” the coordinator asks me on the phone. “I’m not concerned,” I say. I’m aware I’m pacing as we talk. “But I know he’s supposed to have a few words by now, and I figure speech therapy could help.”

“So, he isn’t talking yet. How old is he, again?” I tell her, not wanting to. “He’s twenty-one months.” “Any other concerns?”
His poor eating. No pointing. Crying when songs end. He cries in terrible despair if someone sings one of his favorite songs.

“No,” I say. “No. Just the words.” We set a date and time, and I immediately start to dread the coming appointment. In moments, I am stricken with instinctual fear. What have I done?

​The Journey to Normal: Our Family’s Life with Autism by I.D. Johnson, eBook 2014; an Extended Review with < My Thoughts > by Sara Luker
 
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2%       No one ever expects their first child to be born with differences. As a mother, it is certainly something I considered, something I worried about, but never something I actually expected to confront.
 
3%       I work as a Reading Interventionist and a Response to Intervention Coordinator in elementary school. Every day, I work with students who struggle academically and/or socially. I have had experiences with children with all sorts of disabilities, to intellectual disabilities, to autism.
 
< My Thoughts >  ….because of so many differences, one may not recognize differences in their own child.
 
Usually parent and teacher observations of a child’s differences from their peers overlap. In other words, what the parent sees at home, the teacher usually sees in the classroom. Autistic-like differences, such as: no eye contact, no peer or parent interaction, no interest in the activities of others, using gestures instead of language to have needs met, preference for sameness and rigid routines.
 
3%       Hopefully, through my experiences I can show you that it is okay to have some doubts about whether or not your child needs assistance, and I can show you why it cannot hurt to have your child evaluated…
 
The other reason I decided to write our story down is because I believe Sophie’s story is one of hope and triumph.